Can you recall an incident from the past week in which you condemned yourself? It may be subtle. Maybe you thought, or even said to yourself, "Well, well, how terribly stupid of me that was. Or, "I did this bad thing, and I can never look Morya straight in the eye again. Our subconscious mind registers this and plays the same old tune over and over again. It's time to get those old tunes out of your head!
Remember Jesus' words to us, "For God did not send His Son into the world that He might condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through Him."(37)
The key is to intercept the condemnation before it comes to you, or is expressed by you. For this we need insight and discernment, because we need to know when it occurs. Condemnation is sometimes subconscious or subtle, especially self-condemnation. We are often our own worst critic.
Saint Germain says to us:
You see, beloved ones, the tests are flying full and sure. We want you to experience the feeling of mastery, of dominion, the tremendous pleasure of having finished a day, and having dealt with that power, that driving force of irritation, and having overcome every deficiency of consciousness directed against your heart, and having risen above this.
They would want to steal your life.
They would want to take away the flow of love between us.
They would want to break the bond through some form of anger or rage.
They will rob you of your self-esteem, your sense of being the mantle of the disciple of Sanat Kumara.
When they can destroy your dignity and you begin to feel like a moth, you will begin to act like one.
And until you have regained your self-identity, I must pause and wait again, wondering how long you will keep flitting around the light bulb of these serpents who have managed to temporarily trap you in their aura.
This is the solution - recognize conviction for what it is.
Refute it. Send it back. Don't accept it. You may have your flaws as a human being, but we are not trying to perfect the human. We are trying to be an instrument of God's perfection. The messenger explains what happens when we try to be humanly perfect:
There is a constant denial that the person who seems to be imperfect, who wears a body of flesh and blood, can be holy. There is a denial that we can be holy, and still make mistakes. Well, we can make mistakes and still live in the holiness of God. God can use us, not because we are humanly perfect, but because he decides to use us.
There is no such thing as human perfection. If you try to be humanly perfect, you will end up in the madhouse. Within five minutes of now you are going to make a mistake, and then the whole experiment is over. God is perfect! God is perfect, and He can use you as His instrument. The more you become like God, the better the instrument.